Bola.com, Jakarta - I want it to be like, messy
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I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And i'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me, and who hates you
And i'm so tired that i might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
'Cause who am i, if not exploited
And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my f**king teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious and nothing can help
And i wish i'd done this before
And i wish people liked me more
All i did was try my best
This the kinda thanks i get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)
They say these are the golden years
But i wish i could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
I feel like no one wants me
And i hate the way i'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
'Cause i love people i don't like
And i hate every song i write
And i'm not cool, and i'm not smart
And i can't even parallel park
All i did was try my best
This the kinda thanks i get?
unrelentlessly upset (Uh, oh)
They say these are the golden years
But i wish i could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
(She's having a really good time)
Got a broken ego, broken heart
And God, I don't even know where to start
Sumber: Kapanlagi.com